Friday, May 22, 2009

Love...I think I know what I'm missing, unfortunately


I was trying to think of what to title this post, and Keyshia Cole's song popped into my head.

Side note: I originally was trying to keep this blog about my career journey, because I wanted people I knew to read this blog, but I didn't want them knowing all my business.

So just the career piece of the pie that is Tiffani is boring, so I've opened up.

Now, back to the subject at hand. I'm in a new city, new state. Back to working crazy hours. I've met a few people since I moved, but it's difficult when you work hours opposite from the rest of the world.

Sooooo.... I'm just doing time until I get to a place I wanna be, location and career-wise (which would be preferably home in Dallas, and in a slightly different field).

But it always pains me to see people who, I know it's not right and not Christ-like to say it, but they're beneath me. I'm a good woman, a Christian, I have a good job, no kids, but I cannot find a man, who doesn't only want sex. I know I'm not the only one who feels that way, but it seems like it. I'm always in the wrong place, at the wrong time.

When will my Prince Charming come along and sweep me off my feet?

I had to edit this post to add something. How is it I can have so many male friends, and supposedly all the guys that want me, who live in other states, but I never find one in my urrrea?

Loooooooooooooooong time, no blog

Well, I guess I'm dusting off the old blog. I didn't think it'd still be here. Between MySpace, Facebook, and now Twitter, I just didn't have a reason to come back. Plus my laptop finally gave up on me, so I've just been accessing the Internet from work, and you should know, doing personal stuff at work should be limited. But there's no reason really for me to abandon my blog either. I've got a new laptop, almost a week old, and I'm ready to get back to it.

So I've actually moved on to a bigger place. Been here for a couple of months, back on the graveyard shift. Not the best experience right now. I didn't feel like I was properly trained, and of course, that just happens to be my fault, no one else's *insert eye roll here*

In the past I've only considered leaving the business, or switching over to PR, in the back of my mind, but this whole situation has me seriously considering it. I swore I'd NEVER, NEVER, EVER, EVER, EVER go back to school. Never wanted to crack a book except for fun. Now I'm considering getting my Master's in PR, and moving to a sector that has better hours, MUCH BETTER pay, and better job security. But at 27, I feel like I'm starting all over again. But people say I'm still young, (just met a woman today that said I was still a baby, and that I had a babyface) not married, I have no kids, no relatives to take care of (I do want a Yorkie though, shhh don't tell Miss Pookie) so I think I'll go for it.

Now we'll just see if I can get all of my application materials ready by July, for the program of my choice:)